MY MORNING RUSH

MY EVENING REQUEST

MY NIGHT’S DEMAND.

YOU.

♥

SO IT IS WITH YOU. UNLESS YOU SPEAK INTELLIGIBLE WORDS WITH YOUR TONGUE, HOW WILL ANYONE KNOW WHAT YOU’RE SAYING? YOU WILL JUST BE SPEAKING INTO THE AIR.
- I CORINTHIANS 14: 9

1. Think intelligently + speak intelligently = people will understand and you will achieve the ultimate point.
2. Think intelligently + speaking non-sense = FAIL.
3. Not thinking + Speaking = Complete ass.

I’ll take number one thank you.

Enough Said

Just gonna stand there

And watch me burn?

But that’s alright

Because I like

The way it hurts

Why am I still here? I know the answer. You know it too. Even if it hurts, even though it’s not okay, I’m here. And the way you know I’m hurt, and just look away… The way you think every time we have a situation I’m overreacting, every time I reach out for your hand and your not here physically, you turn it back down. So are you gonna stand there and watch me burn? What can I do, I really don’t like the way it hurts. When you finally get tired of me pushing it to the limit you appear. Then it’s all like nothing never happened.

I can’t tell you what it really is

I can only tell you what it feels like

And right now there’s a steel knife

In my windpipe

I can’t breathe

But I still fight

While I can fight

I can’t breathe, but I still fight, while I can fight. Yes I’m hurt. Yes I depend on you but it’s not going to happen anymore. I am not going to look out for you until you understand what you did and make it up. Don’t be proud, you know what you did. Get those fucking walls down and listen. I can’t tell you what it really is. I can only tell you what it feels like and honey, it’s not a nice feeling. And I hate the way you come and put yourself in front of me and I just put all my walls down before even getting it all fixed. This is something real. I have a steel knife in my windpipe this time.

And right before I’m about to drown

She resuscitates me

And right before I’m about to drown, she resuscitates me. I really don’t want to depend on you. And when everything reminds me of you I don’t know what to do, where to runaway, where to hide. When I want to hide, when I’ve had enough, you resuscitate me. You bring me up when I’m hitting the floor, when I don’t have enough air, and you just want all good to fall on me. I’m just so into this that whatever you do, I’m going to see it like if it were the greatest, most-amazing thing and the universe, but then again, the opposite of this does happen. This is what’s happening right now.

Cause when it’s going good

It’s going great

I’m Superman

With the wind in his bag

She’s Lois Lane

But when it’s bad

It’s awful

I feel so ashamed

When it’s going good, its’s doing great. I’m Superman, with the wind in his bag. When we’re good, it’s like nothing mattered, like if everything was in its perfect place, everything is just the way it’s supposed to be. There’s no WWIII and there’s no crying, swearing and discos. As well as me, she’s Lois Lane, we have this perfect on-screen love. But when it’s bad, it’s awful. I feel so ashamed cause I think it’s always my fault when it’s not. I think i’m losing you, when I’m really not. What we have is bigger than this and we always seem to forget it when we’re away.

You ever love somebody so much

You can barely breathe

When you’re with them

You meet

And neither one of you

Even know what hit ‘em

Got that warm fuzzy feeling

Yeah them chills

Yes. I have loved somebody so much, I can barely breathe. And when I’m with him, neither of us know what hit us. That warm fuzzy feeling that gives me chills.

Now you’re in each other’s face

Spewing venom

And these words

When you spit ‘em

You push

Pull each other’s hair

Scratch, claw, bit ‘em

Throw ‘em down

Pin ‘em

So lost in the moments

When you’re in ‘em

It’s the rage that took over

It controls you both

It’s like if we were spewing venom when we’re in each other’s face.Fighting for something, just because we love each other too much to let that other hurt you. When you spit ‘em words, it’s like if you were pushing me. It’s like if we we’re pulling each other’s hair, scratching, clawing, biting, throwing us down. Like if we we’re so lost in the moments, that it’s the rage that took over, and it controls us both.

You don’t get another chance

Life is no Nintendo game

We have no other chance, we don’t get another chance. Life is no Nintendo game in which the game is over and you just play again. There’s only one chance for this and I’m not even planning to loose you. You’re in for the rest of time. I’m planning to go into the Forest of Illusion and get the Star. Life’s my illusion, you’re the star who helps me get stronger and live longer. I’m planning to play this until I have my 999 lives.

Now I know we said things

Did things

That we didn’t mean

And we fall back

Into the same patterns

Same routine

But your temper’s just as bad

As mine is

You’re the same as me

Maybe that’s what happens

When a tornado meets a volcano

Now I know we said things, did things, that we didn’t mean. We always do this, that’s why we decided to confront each other face to face. But I guess we’ve fallen into the same patterns, same routine when it comes to discussion. Or we’ve fallen into a “you win” routine when there’s no race. But your temper’s just as bad as mine is. Maybe that’s what happens when a tornado meets a volcano …You’re the same as me.

All I know is

I love you too much

Enough said